here's an apple with a tougher skin.

So I crashed my car into a ditch on my way to work this morning (I’m fine, car will be in a few days) and I just keep replaying my I’m-about-to-crash reaction in my mind. It was really embarrassing. As soon as I started sliding I started with a no, no, no, no, No, NO, NOO, NOOO and then it escalated into the most pathetic yell-scream-shout-thing ever. Like I wanted to scream but couldn’t quite commit so it was this terribly weak cry of despair. It was awful. I’m ashamed of how poorly I panicked.

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12:40 PM, 15 February, 2012

The sound of my mother’s voice makes my blood simmer at any given time. And then there are days and nights like tonight where it turns into a full rolling boil. Sometimes I worry about bringing new people around because of how bad my relationship is with her. I don’t want anyone to think I’m heartless for how I feel about her, and it’s very plain to see in our interactions..because I am so very full of heart, just not for someone who has done so much damage to me. “Mother” or not.

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4:12 AM, 15 February, 2012

'I was laying in bed one night and I thought ‘I’ll just quit— to hell with it.’ And another little voice inside me said ‘Don’t quit— save that tiny little ember of spark.’ And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again.'

Charles Bukowski (via durianquotes)

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12:25 AM, 15 February, 2012

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8:16 PM, 14 February, 2012

whine-bagg replied to your photo: (via) That’s about right. REASSURE ME. That’s…

lol!

shut up Angelaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

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4:12 PM, 14 February, 2012

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That’s about right. REASSURE ME. That’s all I need. Don’t leave me hanging all the time.

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3:55 PM, 14 February, 2012

hifructosemag:

Can’t stop looking at the paintings of Femke Hiemstra (HF vol.7)

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2:58 PM, 14 February, 2012

tattoome:

Traditional Rose Tattoo Flash Speed Painting

I was stoked about this already and then they had the Wonder Years as the music. Awesome.

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10:20 PM, 13 February, 2012

No one will ever love you as much as I do. Why isn’t love enough?

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10:15 PM, 13 February, 2012

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10:14 PM, 13 February, 2012

suzydickie:

Tof Zapanta

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10:13 PM, 13 February, 2012

Showing up to work in the morning to find out you weren’t supposed to come in (thanks for changing the schedule and not telling me!) is the most bittersweet thing. Got up early and rushed for nothing. But now I have so much extra time! Which is really good today because I desperately need to re-dye my hair and I have an order of vegan red velvet cupcakes to make for a gal that I would have been jammed to finish on my afternoon break. So, let’s be super productive, self!

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11:30 AM, 13 February, 2012

Oh god give me a whole box of candy that says baby h8r please

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11:25 AM, 13 February, 2012